I Wish You All Peace

I have a confession to make. I have joined several of the message boards that show up in my referrer logs here, and I have be-friended many people from those places. You only have me on this blog. Why is that? Some of you have given me your street addresses and telephone numbers, asking me to send you text messages.

Knowing that you are not all evil brings me some peace. Knowing that you do not hate me, not really, brings me more peace. Jesus has driven me to find this peace within and without you, and I have. I pray for many of you daily. Please remember what time of year it is when you leave your comments. Jesus loves you. I love you.

~=B=~

For Angela and B's Mom

I cannot control what Lynn has done. I did not research anything she posted, because she is my friend and I don't research everything a friend does. To me, that is not friendship. I apologize for her actions.

I will handle this in my own way, and though you may not see any results on the screen, please know that I will be working behind the scenes.

Have a good day with Jesus.

Pray For Kay C.

Kay C. is a woman who has a lot of problems, emotionally. She has been coming here every day to leave comments for me, since August 2011. She wishes death, rape, murder and other evil, Satanic things on me. She is a very disturbed individual, not for what she said to me, but how she addressed African Americans/Africans! She called them the "n" word! Just thinking about that makes me shudder. Oh, what a sinner! Jesus knows what you type here, even if I hold it in the q!

I offered to email her and send her prayers and scripture and she replied that she hoped I should email her because she can trace IPs and send her "gang bang 'N'ers" after me! What a disturbed woman! Pray for her! Jesus can help her! Jesus can help anyone if they ask for prayers! I know of her other account, and witnessed her bragging about threatening me to a woman who has lied so much on Blogger that her blog has to be private now. They did this in the name of Jesus and that is sick! Their mockery of Christ will not go unnoticed come Judgement Day!

Thinking about what that woman does and her thought patterns has made me ill! I am literally going to throw up! Please pray for her, and if you have time, pray for me to get well from this sickness that her actions have brought upon me. It is the hands of Satan, touching my shoulders from Kay C.'s horrible threats and mind that is making me ill. I can fight off Satan!

If you want to send prayers to me, you may do so. I love hearing all the encouraging words!

Dancing In The Sunshine

I danced today, in the pure, white sunshine. I was dressed in a lite sun dress. I was barefoot. I played in the park, breathing in the clean air around me, and I danced in the sunshine that is God's love. I felt so free! I know He would not let the Satanists get me, and now I have proof! I am living proof that God is the All Mighty!

I want to try to be a mommy again. I feel as though I am missing out on something by not having children. God commands us to have children and to love and nourish those children. People who do not have children, by choice, are not Christians because they are not living God's Word to the fullest. I want to please God, so I am going to start hitting up the local Christian singles places and start dating once again.

I am not afraid of the Satanists intervening my attempt to get a husband and have a child for Christ. Jesus is on my side and with Jesus on my side, I cannot fail!

This all came to me in a dream. I dreamed that I had several children and they were all under the age of five. I had several sets of twins and they were all asking to be fed or changed or they were getting into something! It was crazy! I woke up laughing from the dream! Jesus has a good sense of humor! I am happy Jesus is my friend!


Have a good day with Jesus! He loves you more than you will ever know!

Happiness Is...

Are you serving the Lord as you should?

Happiness cannot be attained if you are not properly serving our Lord faithfully in this life! You should strive to serve the Lord with your heart and soul and worry about the repercussions of serving the Lord in the afterlife! In this life, we are only given one shot at some things, and these things are the most important decisions we have to make! Are you making the right decisions when it comes to serving the Lord? Or are you making decisions that will send you straight to Hell's fire? My service to the Lord is pure and makes Him happy. I walk a fine line, but I know it will all be worth it in the end. When I am weak or I feel Satan creeping up on me, I turn to the Bible and quote Jesus' words aloud, and the feelings fade. Jesus saves me from Satan's temptations every day!

Sadly, I cannot say the same for others. The evidence that Satan is powerful is no closer than my own comments, where his demons do his bidding constantly. They seek out beautiful, innocent Christian women to try to drag into the eternal flames of Hell. But I am stronger than they are! I am stronger than Satan! Jesus Christ has given me the strength to repel these demons from Hell's fire and I am safe from their slimy grips! They will never have me! I am protected by the eternal strength and love of Jesus Christ, and you should look into that!

I went shopping the other day, and a man came up to me and asked me if my name was Laura. He said I looked deeply familiar. I shook my head. I felt so badly for him, because he abandoned his shopping cart and place in line because of me! I gave him a Bible and told him to read it. Jesus Christ will help bring his lost loved one back to him. The Bible has never failed me before! It has kept me from being angry, lost, upset, and with the strength I have attained from those words, I have avoided many bad situations. Jesus Christ will help you through anything that you are going through, and you will come out with the most favorable outcome, if you just believe in Christ with all your heart, and pray to Him every day! It's really that simple!

Have a good day with Jesus! He is watching you!

That's Better!

Things are so much better with the satanist unable to harm me! Another victory for Jesus Christ and His Christians everywhere! Good does triumph evil!

Have a good day with Jesus, everyone!

Jesus Brings The Truth!

For the past few nights I have been praying hard that the satan worshippers who were harassing me here would see the light and leave me alone. I have the right to blog! It turns out Jesus showed me there were not multiple people attacking me, but one Satan worshipper who has the majority of the blogging world convinced she is a Christian woman. HA! She has been commenting here under at least six different identities just to try and make me feel bad for wanting to start over.

Then, she commented here under four more names, encouraging me!

What a freak!

Why in the world would someone spend their "life" doing that to someone else?! I knew she was lying when she said that she was coming here under a "google blog reader" because I can see my stats now, and there were no hits from any google blog readers. Why lie about me and to me? Am I that important to this person? I won't reveal much of her identity, other than her first name begins with an "L" and her last name begins with an "S" and her blog is now private. How about that!

What she is doing to me, judging me, convicting me, it is far worse than anything I have ever done to anyone else! She even tried to hack into my blog here! WHY?! This blog has ALWAYS been mine, not HER'S! GO AWAY! I AM PROTECTED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST! YOU, LS, ARE A SATAN WORSHIPPER AND A WICKED PERSON AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE! YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE OR BETTER YOURSELF!! YOUR LIES HAVE CONTINUED FOR FOUR YEARS ON THE WEB AND YOU HAVE MANY BLINDED PEOPLE FOOLED. BUT YOU DO NOT HAVE ME FOOLED! I CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR LIES!

If you know who this woman is, please pray for her. Pray to Jesus she will come back to our side of white Christian light and abandon Satan forever! Please pray that she abandons her blog of lies, and starts to tell the truth, even if there are no people reading her blog, someday someone may read her blog and believe her lies. Pray for her victims who still believe what she posts on the web. Pray this is not a new trend in blogging! Blogging is a wonderful past time. Pray blogging is not tarnished by the wicked, the liars, the evil ones, such as LS.

Jesus heard my prayers and told me to install an IP counter on this blog. It recorded her IP visiting my site several times, all those times, there were comments, anonymously posted, bashing me or lifting me up. She made other mistakes in her commenting patterns, when she answered her own comment as another person, before I had approved the first comment! How would a completely different person know what the person before had written?! In doing what Jesus had told me, I have learned no one dislikes me, except the Satan Worshippers, and I am not afraid of them! Not with the Lord Jesus Christ on my side! I cannot fail!

Proverbs 1:22 "How long will you simple ones love your simple ways? How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge?

Proverbs 1:32

“…and the complacency of fools shall destroy them.”

From A Friend

B is sick from her medication today. Please pray for her.

I give up

I tried to be nice to people. To post what they wanted to hear. I wanted them to feel that I was on their side and let things blow over.

I let my friend post here earlier today.

I would be a happy woman if the false prophets on the web masquerading as Christian Moms would understand a few things.

1. This is my blog. I registered it years ago. No one is making you come here, so whatever "it" is, you are the people who are not over "it". I am. You obviously came to a blank, deleted Blogspot page for twenty-six months, but because I want to make the wrong things right again and just blog, you tell me I am the one with no life? Please re-evaluate your idea of someone without a "life".

2. Being the way you are, you are not Christ-like, as a Christian should be. You are evil and vile and doing worse than anything I have ever said or posted could be, damage wise. Does this make you feel good? Satan worshippers always find joy in tormenting the fragile Christian soul.

I am sorry about the past. I can't change it. But I can change the future, and I am. If you are angry with me, so be it. I am angry with the old me, too. But the new me is nothing like I was a couple of years ago. Can we start over?

do you forgive me?

Be careful with what you accuse. I'm sick of all of these Christian moms who are SO quick to speak so much evil and hatred about Beccah and Dan. Have you ever been in the position of having hundreds of thousands of people following your blog? And did you ever think that maybe, in the midst of all that they are going through, that enough might just be enough? Do you remember how you felt after giving birth? Now how would you feel getting hate emails at that time of your life...as well as photos of your baby with horns and a devil tail? Now imagine that your baby is less than healthy; add that stress and throw in nasty anonymous comments. Would you not be tempted to just stop all of the madness and shut down your blog? Put yourself in Beccah's shoes. All of this holier than thou stuff is making me ill. And I'm sure that Satan loves this. Beccah was turning a less than ideal situation into something that was glorifying God. Satan hates that. And what better way for him to try and defeat the situation by getting a whole busload of blogging moms to spew hatred and misinformation. Yes, April's photo looks a bit like that of a "newborn" doll, but if you took the time to notice, it looks even MORE like her ultrasound photo, which had prominently been featured on the blog for months. I do not know Beccah, although I had received 2 emails from her...emails which did NOT ask for anything, although I had offered. You all ought to be so ashamed of yourselves. It's like watching a pack of wild animals tear apart a helpless animal. I know that this is not how Christ would respond in a situation like this.
(and let me clarify...the reason I had received email from Beccah was that I had shared a verse with her, and she commented back.)

Anger

Leave your anger here. Speak your mind. What happened in this case was a tragedy and a slap in the face. Comment, post, just sign some kind of a 'name' at the bottom of your comment, so you can be addressed properly, should anyone want to address you.

ETA: This post is here for everyone who was hurt by the story, that was once here, to be able to express their feelings.  Express them without any fear of censorship. Short of threats of physical violence, you can say anything you want to say that you would also like to be public. This post is for venting, expressing feelings, and closure.

April was a fake. April never existed. There was no pregnancy. There was no terminally ill baby. People were hurt, not only by the story, but people who have never heard of the story who may be turned down for help, when they genuinely need it, in the future. I cannot control what others do, but I am making this space open for the victims, the people who followed the story, and the avengers who wanted closure. It seems as though nothing I do will make this right, but at least I am going in the right direction now.